Why is it that everytime
there’s always this moment where everything begins to pause
Like making an important document then suddenly your computer shuts down
Is it because
i’ve been distracted with this video game I’m playing?
You thought you were the hero but then it turns out you were the villain all along.
Sounds familiar huh?
Seems like my life isn’t that much different from this stupid game
I’ve been staring at the ceiling for three straight hours?
I dont know..
Maybe I was simply sitting here completely blank
But looking at this piece of paper
while I sit in this table at 2 am with nothing
but a mug filled with coffee and a scrambled mind
I actually wrote something
Is this what being a writer truly mean?
Turning zero into infinity
Turning petty rocks into diamonds
Turning copper into gold
Turning dust into galaxies
Turning scribbles into a masterpiece?
Thinking about all this..
i’m lost once again
I have no idea what point i’m trying to make
Did it make sense?
What’s the pause again?
I have no idea.
I let my thoughts go wild like a hungry beast
my heart bleed every word possible
I think that’s all that ever matters